P.K. : Pastor's kid. aka Pasaway kid. People's expectation PERFECT KID??

I ALWAYS BEEN HATED BEING LEVELED AS A P.K or COMPARING ME TO OTHER

P.K's. PEOPLE'S EXPECTATION OF PASTOR'S KID CAN BE SO OVERWHELMING,

AS IF WE CAN DO NOTHING WRONG. AS A P.K. I DID EVERYTHING TO PLEASE

OTHER PEOPLE TO PROTECT MY DAD'S REPUTATION.I ALWAYS PARTICIPATE

AT CHURCH. WHEN THE ROUGH EDGES OF MY PERSONALITY WERE EXPOSED

TO THE PUBLIC, PEOPLE WOULD MOCK ME AND SAY

"ANAK KA PA NAMAN NG PASTOR".

TO THINK OF IT MAKES ME FELT LIKE A MORTAL SIN IF YOU WERE A PASTOR'S DAUGHTER, SO MUCH MORE IF YOU WERE A REGULAR ATTENDEE OF THE CHURCH AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRIED TO BE GOOD, I WOULD HEAR PEOPLE WHISPERING THINGS AT MY BACK. STILL I'M SHOWING TO THE PEOPLE HOW GOOD I AM, I ALWAYS PARTICIPATE TO THE CHURCH ACTIVITY AND SO ON.....LATER, GOD SHOWED ME THAT I WAS DOING THESE THINGS OUT OF ANGER TOWARD PEOPLE RATHER THAN LOVE FOR HIM. THE LORD GOT ME INVOLVED IN AN OUTREACH MINISTRY OF ONE CHURCH WHERE I MET MY REAL IDENTITY. GOD SHOWED ME THAT DESPITE OF MY EFFORTS TO BE GOOD, THERE WERE NOTHING IF I DIDN'T DO IT FOR HIM. BEING A P.K IS A PRIVILEGED AND  YET I NEEDED TO COME TO GOD AS ME BROKEN, USELESS, WITH ALL MY PASAWAY ATTITUDES. HE WELCOMES ME IN HIS ARMS NOT BECAUSE I AM A PK BUT BECAUSE I NEED REDEMPTION LIKE ANYONE ELSE. NOW I'M HAPPY WITH MY NEW CHURCH AND FAMILY IN CHRIST. AND I FELT THAT I’M LIVING NOW AS AN ORDINARY KID, ANYWAY I’M SHARING THIS STORY OF MINE TO THE PEOPLE WHO BECAME PART OF MY LIFE. TO THOSE PEOPLE  WHO'VE KNOWN ME WELL,TNX FOR BREAKING MY HEART BEC. OF YOU I FOUND THE REAL ME....AND I THANK GOD THAT HE MOLD ME ONCE AGAIN =) TNX FOR WELCOMING ME IN UR LIFE. =)

--- "young women on the journey"